Oh gosh I feel sick..

I have just been on that site: thisiswhyyourfat.com and some of the food on there has actually made me want to throw up. The look of it just disgusting let alone some of the descriptions people have added. I hope people don't actually eat these meals and create them just for the site. It would be so wrong to eat all that crap. I think one of the worst things on there was deep fried chicken skin, so disgusting. It is a good turn off for any food though, I think that site can literally kill any ones appetite. It's rather genius if you think about it in that way.

These last two or so days have been a fail really. I slept over my dads this weekend and when ever I do that I usually forget about my restrictions and eat what ever I want, which is bad because then I slip back into a bad routine when I come home to my mum's. I can pull myself out of it though which I am doing tomorrow. I've worked more on my thinspo book tonight so that has made me feel strong against food once more and I have loads of quotes and things in my head that help me avoid food. My stomach is rubbling so much at the moment from hunger which feels nice.
I still am at the same weight, it's ever so frustrating really makes me angry when I see no change on the scales. Just means I will have to work extra hard at the gym and try to do double the amount of exercise I do now.

Tomorrow I am catching up with an old friend of mine for drinks. I'll just stick to water or something like green tea if we go to a cafe, which I expect we will. No excuses tomorrow though, I haven't decided yet what I shall eat but I need to think of some sort of plan. Maybe I'll stick to under 100 calories. I am sure I can do that especially if I am out of the house for most of the day and night.