I am 107 now yet I feel terrible. I don't want to do anything or see anyone, all I want to do is sleep or stay in my room obsessing over weight. This is making me feel lonely so my mind is a bit messed up at the moment. I feel completely alone and I feel dead, as if I have no energy or drive to do anything. The worrying thing is I know this is how eating disorders grow, with solitude and loneliness. I don't want to end up in a really bad place with this.
I just wish my boyfriend was here, only a week till he is home but right now a week feels like a month.
1 comment:
I'm sorry you're feeling this way, just remember; 107 is amazing. You've done so well, so don't worry.
I know exactly how you feel about not wanting to do anything or see anyone, but hopefully it's only a phase. Maybe you'll feel better once your bf's home..And a week may seem like too long, but it'll be over soon.
xx
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